AKASH AHIRWAR
Abstract
The document provides an account of an internship at Osho Dham, examining various aspects of meditation and my personal reflections on the experience. It delves into the essence of meditation, emphasizing the power to resist external influences and achieve a state of freedom and heightened awareness. The internship involved practicing meditation techniques such as Dynamic Meditation, Kundalini Meditation, and Osho Nadabrahma Meditation, each with unique stages and impacts. Reflects on the intensity of catharsis experienced during these meditations, the ecological aspects of Osho Dham, the expressive and celebratory nature of Osho’s meditations, and the positive effects of the internship on relaxation and everyday mindfulness. The summary captures the transformative nature of the internship and the diverse range of experiences encountered.
WHAT IS MEDITATION?
What is meditation? Meditation is the power which enables us to resist all this. Nature may call us, “Look, there is a beautiful thing!” I do not look. Now she says, “There is a beautiful smell; smell it!” I say to my nose, “Do not smell it”, and the nose doesn’t. “Eyes, do not see!” Nature does such an awful thing-kills one of my children, and says, “Now, rascal, sit down and weep! Go to the depths! I say, “I
don’t have to.” I jumped up. I must be free. Try it sometimes … [In meditation], for a moment, you can change this nature. Now, if you had that power in yourself, would not that be heaven, freedom? That is the power of meditation. (Swami Vivekananda, Meditation and Its Methods; pg- 6)
“By meditation I mean silence, awareness, witnessing. You can meditate any time of the day, you can meditate working, walking, doing things. Meditation is not something separate from life; it should not be separate, otherwise it remains a little artificial. Meditation should be spread all over life. You should walk in meditation, you should sit in meditation; that means silently, fully aware. Slowly, slowly it becomes your very flavor…. ” Osho
The Intention behind this internship was to go beyond words and experiment with my own consciousness.
After having read and learnt about spirituality, it felt like something was missing, the experience of it all. To put into practice the concepts I have known of Consciousness, meditation, spirituality. This internship felt like the perfect opportunity to finally get out of my arm chair speculation and actually go on the ground to see what this meditation is all about.
MEDITATIONS IN THE DHAM
Osho Dham offers a plethora of meditative techniques to go to the deepest level of inner self. It is a blend of active and still meditations.
All of Osho’s active meditations involve a beginning stage of activity• sometimes intense and physical followed by a period of silence. All are accompanied by music that has been specially composed to guide the meditator through the different stages.
Dynamic Meditation
Dynamic meditation is a morning practice done on an empty stomach. Initially, it felt like a strenuous physical exercise, requiring effort. The catharsis phase was challenging, as I had to force myself to release emotions unlike others. However, over time, it became more natural. During week two, I experienced intense rage and growled throughout the catharsis phase, realizing the power of catharsis. I observed others shouting, crying, and hitting cushions with astonishing intensity. The effectiveness of chaotic breathing or the group dynamic remains uncertain. In subsequent weeks, catharsis felt forced again, requiring intentional expression of emotions. The phase involving continuous shouting and jumping was physically challenging throughout. In the fourth stage, I felt a deep connection with existence, appreciating the sounds of birds and passing planes. The final stage brought a genuine smile, dancing, and a heart filled with gratitude towards nature, Osho, Lord Shiva, and existence.
Insights
Catharsis refers to the process of releasing, and thereby providing relief from. strong or repressed emotions. The term is derived from the Greek word “katharsis,” meaning purification or cleansing. This meditation’ is to be commended for achieving such a high level of emotional eruption in such a short period; it is not so much about catharsis as it is about the intensity of catharsis. Order of activities Dynamic meditations have a sequence where the chaotic breathing phase comes before the catharsis phase. This sequence worked well because the chaotic breathing creates the conditions for catharsis, which in turn allows the body to release tension and more unconscious hidden feelings. Similarly the dissemination of the stored unused energy in the first three phases paves the smooth way to go into meditation in stage 4 and 5.
KUN DAL IN I MEDITATION
This meditation is a favorite due to its simplicity and structure, with each stage clearly laid out with proper instructions. It occurs every evening at 4PM and is filled with joy and energy. The first stage involves psychosomatic working, which gets the energy levels high and makes the mind active and relaxing. The second stage involves dancing, which fills the heart with joy and energy. Visualization helps in this stage, as one imagines dancing with loved ones and for the supreme being. The third stage involves listening to softer music, which can be either sitting or standing. The joy felt during stage 2 and 3 can carry forward into the final stage, where one must lay down straight.
Insights
Osho Dham’s meditations are experiments with consciousness, with key components such as active, active, and intensity of catharsis. Active meditations involve the dissemination of energy before moving to silence through techniques like Chaotic Breathing, Dancing, Jumping, or Shaking. Traditional meditative techniques often require sitting still for inner stillness, which is valuable and difficult due to accumulated stress in the body.
Active meditations have been scientifically designed by Osho over a long period of experimentation, allowing individuals to consciously express, experience, and release repressed feelings and emotions. bringing the body back to relaxed harmony. This approach has worked well for me personally, as I found it easier to enter into meditation when I tried to release energy through dancing.
Catharsis, a psychological concept related to Freud’s psychoanalytic theories, involves the expression and release of pent-up emotions and unconscious conflicts, often throughtalking or other forms of emotional expression. In dynamic meditations, catharsis is an essential part, with the chaotic breathing setting the stage for catharsis and facilitating the venting out of stress and hidden feelings.
For me, catharsis has worked on some occasions, such as releasing suppressed guilts, animalistic rage, and gratitude. The group setting plays a crucial role in this process, as it allows for easy venting of emotions without restraint. The intensity of catharsis in this meditation is to be praised for, as it achieves such high intensity of emotional outburst in such a short time.
ECOPSYCHOLOGY
The stay in Osho dham is rooted in nature. It has many elements of what makes up Ecospsychologic healing practices.
Eccpsychology is a field of psychology that explores the relationship between humans and the natural world, recognizing the interconnection between personal well-being and the health of the environment. It integrates psychological principles with ecological understanding, emphasizing the idea that the well-being of individuals is interconnected with the health of the Earth. Key concepts and principles of ecopsychology include the nature connection, which suggests that humans have an innate connection with nature, and the natural environment as a source of haling and restoration.
Environmental consciousness promotes awareness of environmental issues and a sense or responsibility for the planet’s well-being. Ecological identity refers to the idea that individuals have a sense of self connected to the larger ecological systems, and developing an ecological identity involves recognizing one’s place within the natural world and understanding the impact of human actions on the environment.
Ecopsychology incorporates therapeutic practices that involve nature, such as wilderness therapy, ecotherapy, and nature-based rituals, to enhance mental health and well-being by fostering a deep connection with the natural world. Practitioners in this field may include psychologists, therapists, environmental educators, and researchers. The ultimate goal is to promote a sustainable and harmonious relationship between humans and the natural world for the benefit of both individual well-being and the health of the planet.
Osho Dham, a hidden gem near Delhi, offers many elements of ecopsychology. After NADABRAHMA meditation, participants were instructed to walk barefoot towards nearby trees, feeling a connection with them and hugging them, which is an eye-opening experience.
Osho’s meditation approach is known for its expressive and celebratory nature, aiming to help individuals move beyond the mind into a state of heightened awareness, joy, and celebration. This is evident in various meditations, such as Nataraj Meditation, No-Mind Meditation, and Sufi Whirling Meditation. Nataraj Meditation involves spontaneous dance, allowing the body to move freely and connect with the divine. No-Mind Meditation quiets the mind and creates space for inner silence by expressing thoughts and emotions through gibberish and laughter. Sufi Whirling Meditation, inspired by Sufi mysticism, involves whirling or spinning in a meditative state, promoting balance, centering, and celebration. Osho’s meditations encourage folldwers to embrace all aspects of life, including joy, laughter, and playfulness. These meditations break through mental conditioning, allowing individuals to experience a state of mindfulness, presence, and celebration. The overall experience is enjoyable and encourages individuals to continue practicing meditation.
SOME OTHER POSITIVE ASPECTS OF THIS INTERNSHIP
- Revival of the Heart
Osho Dham, a meditation center that offers various meditations and discourses that follow the Bhakti way, a method of love and understanding. The program began with a three-day program called “Bhakti: The way of the heart,” which led to a deep emotional connection with people, nature, and existence. This feeling was repeated after several other meditations, such as the White robe meditation and Nadabrahma meditation. - Socially Healthy
The Osho Dham is known for its happy social gatherings, where people are generally accepting and make special bonds with strangers. The author personally experienced this happening with fellow classmates and people from around the world.
Some meditations worked wel I for the author, while others did not.. The author acknowledges that everyone has a different temperament suited to meditation, and the one size fits all concept is not applicable to meditative techniques.
- Absence of urge to smoke
The author also mentions the absence of the urge to smoke during their time in the Dham, which could be due to the stimulation of the brain throughout the day. This absence of smoking urge could be further researched. - Experiment with Consciousness
Meditation is often considered an exploration or experiment with consciousness, as it involves various techniques and practices aimed at altering one’s state of awareness, understanding the nature of the mind, and expanding consciousness. Through various meditations, the author experienced what “dhyan” means and experienced losing sense of space and time. - Leaming to relax
It is another life navigating skill learned from the internship. I have experienced it both inside and outside the Dham, with multiple active meditations and feeling refreshed after entering a meditation. I use these methods to refresh myself in daily life, even when not in the Dham.
The author also discusses the importance of meditation in everyday life, stating that it should be spread throughout life, including walking, walking, and doing things. They describe meditation as being like the eye of the hurricane, silent among the chaos, but this progress diminished after not being regular with meditations.
Meditation is a continuous endeavor that requires consistency and a willingness to practice in various aspects of life.