Beloved Keerti, just read your mail and few others that are in reply to my 'letter'...
Today I came to know that during White Robe yesterday they had taken down the marble from the wall, where Osho used to enter. Pieces were lying on the ground afterwards and the friend I spoke to said he and his friends had taken whatever small pieces were there...I feel so hurt by this, I know you all do. I do not know what to do !!! It is such a strange thing that is happening I cannot believe it ! They actually did it during discourse time so no one could interfere with it, I suppose. But I do not know if any one would have done anyway? It seems all there now, even if they are not agreeing, they just keep on going with whatever happens and says the mantra 'the old has to go the new has to come'....
Oh, dear, I can only hope that something can be done that something somewhere can stop them from keep on doing this !!! I also heard that Jayesh was here for a brief time 3 days, he has left again, and while he was here he went ahead of Amrito, Videha, Mukesh and showed what has to be done and they ARE going to cut trees down around BH, as well as elsewhere. All who saw them like this was wondering about the whole scene. The gardener (American) lives in my place, she has been told to direct the cutters to where they have to cut down. She doesn't want it but goes along. She had said to them in the meeting they had with her, that Osho himself never wanted trees to be cut. They had dismissed her with smiles and no answers. It is told they want it to be totally ZEN like and that is what they gonna do now...
I also hear from a friend that talked to Mukta, that she said they've told her that she has nothing to do with other gardens but the LaoTze, and there they are not touching anything so far. She said that there is no use of talking to them, no one is listening.
I am crying while I write this, I do not believe for one second that Osho would have asked this to happen!
